quinta-feira, agosto 31, 2006

The funeral of heart


Funeral Of Hearts
Him
Composição: H.I.M.

Love's the funeral of hearts
And an ode for cruelty
When angels cry blood
On flowers of evil in bloom

The funeral of hearts
And a plea for mercy
When love is a gun
Separating me from you

She was the sun
Shining upon
The tomb of your hopes and dreams so frail
He was the moon
Painting you
With it's glow so vulnerable and pale

Love's the funeral of hearts
And an ode for cruelty
When angels cry blood
On flowers of evil in bloom

The funeral of hearts
And a plea for mercy
When love is a gun
Separating me from you

She was the wind, carrying in
All the troubles and fears you’ve for years tried to forget
He was the fire, restless and wild
And you were like a moth to that flame

The heretic seal beyond divine
A prayer to a god who's deaf and blind
The last rites for souls on fire
Three little words and a question why

Love's the funeral of hearts
And an ode for cruelty
When angels cry blood
On flowers of evil in bloom

The funeral of hearts
And a plea for mercy
When love is a gun
Separating me from you



Good night...!

After more than one week with no posting, I'm here now to write again.
This week was tiring... too tiring... I have 2 big school works to do... One about NAFTA (Geography) and other about Africa (history). This morning I had class too... The worst classes: Math, portuguese (I had a presentation) and english. Too boring... I got home and went to bed. I even didn't want to have launch. Slept for 3 hours I think. I'm feeling to bored at school nowadays. I have a friend who brings difficulties for everything! And I'm tired of it! On monday I'll have a conversation with her, telling that I can't stand anymore! Holiday is coming!!! 4 days at home... I'm waiting for that for so long.. Unfortunately, after that I'll have test... Bloody Hell!
This week I watched a concert from a great and awesome band called Apocalyptica. There are 3 boys playing cellos... and heavy metal! Is incredible! Amazing! I'm listening to them now! They are from Finland! And I started to listen to other finnish heavy metal band: HIM. Last year, I heard about them. The vocalist recorded a song with Apocalyptica and the vocalist of The Rasmus (other finnish band). It's amazing. The song is called Bittersweet. This song I putted here today is from HIM, and it's a beautiful song. If you can, look for Apocalyptica and HIM.
Today is Janne's birthday! I'm sending him an e-mail this night. I sended a letter last week, and in the beggining of this one, it got there in Finland... Was very quickly!
In the scientific week in my school, I'm going to recite a poem... I'm thinking in recite a poem from Álvares de Azevedo... Cruel, sad... The way I like. And after maybe, I'll recite one of my poems.
Tomorrow, I'll have a 'launch in family' to go... But I'm not very excited to go. I'll ask my mother to stay at home, but I think she's not going to let me do it.
My italian course is going great! I'm loving it! I just have to study this weekend. And tomorrow, Igor is going to start teaching me guitar! I want to play this song on it! And It will be easier for me to write songs...
I think I have to go now... I slept all afternoon and I'm sleepy now... Can you believe that? It's only 21:14!

Best wishes,
Nightingale

P.S. In the photo:
Apocalyptica

Listening to : Apocalyptica - Life burns tour - DVD

quinta-feira, agosto 24, 2006

Canção de uma despedida melancólica... (Um post em potuguês, de um poema que escrevi)


Canção de uma despedida melancólica... - Eu

Cadê teus beijos?
Cadê teus lábios tocar os meus?
Cadê teus abraços?
Cadê teus braços em volta dos meus?

Nossos corações estão distantes,
E parece que sempre estarão.
Foram apenas palavras,
O teu amor foram apenas palavras.
E eu?
Eu fiquei agora perdida,
Em uma ilusão...
Procurava teus lábios...
O que encontrei?
Uma noite te buscando na memória...
Sozinha...

Como ainda tenho-te na mente?
Condenaste-me ao rancor...
À dor...
A um sentimento de ser mal amada...

Some daqui...
Arranco-te de meu coração...
Por que não sai logo então?
Tortura-me ao fazer-me lembrar de ti...

Vai chuva...
Leva os olhos dele para longe de mim...
Fico aqui... E ele lá...
É um adeus que grito...
É um amor que morre em meu pequeno coração,
Que por um tempo,
Pensei ser teu...



Boa tarde!

O começo deste poema veio em minha mente quando fui tirar um 'cochilo' assim que cheguei em casa do colégio. Dormi. Depois vim para o computador e comecei a escutar Maria Rita. Essa mulher está sendo minha fonte de inspirações. AINDA BEM! Vejo que recomeço a escrever. =)
Passei rapidinho apenas para deixa-lo aqui. Agora vou resolver umas coisinhas. Como veem, esse poema é tipo uma continuação de 'Canção de coração sozinho'. Mas eu gostei de ambos.

Best wishes,
Br... ops... Nightingale

quarta-feira, agosto 23, 2006

Um post em português!


Canção de um coração sozinho...

A canção canta nossa história,
E meu coração se aperta...
Saudades de ti...
Sem teus beijos...
Sem teus braços...

As canções me fazem lembrar de teus olhos...
E uma lágrima rola em meu rosto,
Chegando em meus lábios tristonhos,
Sem nunca ter tocado os teus...

Tudo me faz lembrar você!
A noite fria em que ficamos juntos,
Eu querendo te abraçar,
E tu longe de meus braços...

Quem é você?
Que me fez sentir assim,
Especial e enamorada...
E agora,
Deixa-me sozinha no frio da noite...

Ela me diz:
“ Que é uma pena, mas você não vale a pena”,
E eu cantei....

Logo ao teu lado...
Estava eu certa?

Eu me senti uma imbecil....
Uma mal amada...
Em um amor que nunca foi vivido...
E uma dor de ser deixada...
Abrindo uma ferida em meu coração...

Adeus...
Adeus grito eu ao mar!
À escuridão da madrugada!
Fui deixada!
E entrego-me a solidão....


Boa noite,

Só passei aqui para deixar este poema que eu acabei de escrever... Adorei-o. É exatamente o que sinto... Tudo começou quando eu escutei Casa pré-fabricada de Maria Rita. O poema caiu em minha mente, e logo meus dedos estavam digitando as palavras no computador...
Agora vou dormir que amanhã tem colégio. E eu tenho muita coisa para fazer: escrever cartas e enviar.....

Boa noite queridos amigos,
Nightingale.

P.S. Escutando Maria Rita... Menina da Lua... acho que vou chorar...Huf... huf...

segunda-feira, agosto 21, 2006

Sonata Arctica!!!


Full Moon
Sonata Arctica
Tony Kakko
Sitting in a corner all alone,
staring from the bottom of his soul,
watching the night come in from the window, window
It'll all collapse tonight, the fullmoon is here again
In sickness and in health, understanding so demanding
It has no name, there's one for every season
Makes him insane to know
Running away from it all
"I'll be safe in a cornfields", he thinks Hunted by his own,
again he feels the moon rising on the sky
Find a barn which to sleep in, but can he hide anymore
Someones at the door, understanding too demanding
Can this be wrong, it's love that is not ending
Makes him insane to know
She should not lock the open door(run away run away, run way)
Fullmoon is on the sky and He's not a man anymore
Sees the change in Him but can't(run away run away, run away)
See what became out of her man... Fullmoon
Swimming across the bay,the nit is gray, so calm today
She doesn't wanna wait.
"We've gotta make the love complete tonight..."
In the mist of the morning he cannot fight anymore
Thousands moon or more, he's been howling
Knock on the door, and scream that is soon ending
Mess on the floor again...
She should not lock the open door(run away run away, run away)
Fullmoon is on the sky and he's not a man anymore
Sees the change in him but can't(run away run away, run away)
See what became out of her man
She should not lock the open door(run away run away, run away)
Fullmoon is on the sky and he's not a man anymore
Sees the change in him but can't(run away run away, run away)
See what became out of her darling man
She should not lock the open door(run away run away, run away)
Fullmoon is on the sky and he's not a man anymore
See what became out of her man


Good night!

"Monday morning.Eighteen years dawning.I said how long.Say how long." - U2, Out of control!

So... today.... monday.... classes... Good....
When I got home after class, I was really tired, so I went to bed and I slept for a while. After I woke up and watched the soap opera and took a shower.
I was studing History. The chapter that I'm studing has 2o pages! Is about the military dictatorship in Brazil... Is a sad part of our history.... Tortures for students... Just sad and unfair... Math is good... Easy by now .... Just physics I didnt get very clear... But I'll study to tomorrow with girls...
I was going to study italian today... But first: I'm not with my book. Second: here in the internet is not very good. And third: I didn't have a lot of time to do it. I have to buy a big notebook too.
I wanted to watch a good movie today, but I can see that is not going to have an interesting one...
Watching LOST... It is so crazy! My God! I think they are all dead! Is too weird... too strange... 2 episodes today!
Tomorrow I'll have to go to the dentist before going to italian. Bloody hell...
I've been listening to Sonata Arctica... They are so great! I made a community to Tony Kakko, the vocalist of the band: I love Tony Kakko! He's so cute, and handsome!!!
I have to go now...
See you later!
Bye!!!
Namarie!
Nightingale...

sábado, agosto 19, 2006

You ho, yo ho, a pirate's life for me...


Pirates of Caribbean soundtrack

Yo ho, yo ho, a pirate's life for me.
We pillage, we plunder, we rifle, and loot,
Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho.
We kidnap and ravage and don't give a hoot,
Drink up me 'earties, yo ho.

Yo ho, yo ho, a pirate's life for me.
We extort, we pilfer, we filch, and sack,
Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho.
Maraud and embezzle, and even high-jack,
Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho.

Yo ho, yo ho, a pirate's life for me.
We kindle and char, inflame and ignite,
Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho.
We burn up the city, we're really a fright,
Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho.

We're rascals, scoundrels, villans, and knaves,
Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho.
We're devils and black sheep, really bad eggs,
Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho.

Yo ho, yo ho, a pirate's life for me.
We're beggars and blighters, ne'er-do-well cads,
Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho.
Aye, but we're loved by our mommies and dads,
Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho.

Good night! (Sleepy... )

Saturday! In the morning 3 test! They were good... I think I can get a great grade...
I'm sleepy....
I was listening to Heavy Metal (Nightwish, Children of Bodom, Sonata Arctica), but now I'm listening to The boy least likely to. More gentle with me... Hehehehehehe...
Talking with Janne. I'm going to send him a letter next week, after buying his comic book, postcard and fruit candies. Hehehehehehehe....
Looking photos in the internet....
My friend L. seems to be so far away from me and my friend... I don't know...
I found this song today in the internet... My God... I spent a lot of time in front of this thing (computer)... It's not want I wanted to do...
Finally my tests are over... This wek I'm going to study Italian and Finnish. Tomorrow I'll go to a party... It's a barbecue actually... I was going to get out today with a friend, but my mother had to work today, so I had to stay at home because of my little sister...
I think I'm going to sleep now... Tired!!!

Have a good night folks!

Good dreams,
Nightingale...

quinta-feira, agosto 17, 2006

εïз....εïз...Blah... εïз... εïз...



En Etsi Valtaa, Loistoa
Tarja Turunen
Composição: Indisponível

En etsi valtaa, loistoa, en kaipaa kultaakaan;
mä pyydän taivaan valoa ja rauhaa päälle maan!
Se joulu suo, mi onnen tuo ja mielet nostaa Luojan luo!
Ei valtaa eikä kultaakaan, vaan rauhaa päälle maan!

Suo mulle maja rauhaisa ja lasten joulupuu!
Jumalan sanan valoa, joss' sieluin kirkastuu!
Tuo kotihin, jos pieneenkin, nyt joulujuhla suloisin!
Jumala sanan valoa, ja mieltä jaloa!

Luo köyhän niinkuin rikkahan saa joulu ihana!
Pimeytehen maailman tuo taivaan valoa!
Sua halajan, Sua odotan, Sä Herra maan ja taivahan!
Nyt köyhän niinkuin rikkaan luo suloinen joulus tuo!


Good night and happy birthday Tarja!

It'sa been a long time that I don't post here right? Well, I've benn studing! Today I had 3 tests, and last tuesday I had 3 too... They was good ones... ( Thank God!)...
Italian course is great! Last tuesday I spent 1 hour and a half coming home! My God... horrible!
Don't ask me anything about this song, 'cause I don't know finnish! The only thing I know is that is about Christmas (we are not in xmas, but....).
Classes in school are too boring! I'm tired! Blah! My God... Too boring! The only thing mekes me feel good there is my friends... They are very funny to be sad there!
Listening for romantic and lovely songs... I think I've already dais, that lately I've been lustening for songs this type....
Nothing new.... To change a little bit...
I have to go... Study more.... Saturday I'll have test... 3 more...

Have a good night... or day....

Best wishes,
Nightingale

sexta-feira, agosto 11, 2006

We were never meant to be...



Out Of Reach
Gabrielle
Composição: Indisponível

Knew the signs
Wasn't right
I was stupid for a while
Swept away by you
And now I feel like a fool

So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never meant to be

Catch myself
From despair
I could drown
If I stay here
Keeping busy everyday
I know I will be OK

But I was
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be

So much hurt,
So much pain
Takes a while
To regain
What is lost inside
And I hope that in time,
You'll be out of my mind
And I'll be over you

But now I'm
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach,
So far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be

Out of reach,
So far
You never gave your heart
In my reach, I can see
There's a life out there
For me



Good night...

This song is from 'Bridget Jones' soundtrack. Is a lovely song, han? I loved it! Today I didn't have class... Was good, 'cause today my mother crushed the car, and in my sister's school had a little party for the father's day. Everything is cool now... Tomorrow maybe I'm going out with friends.... and study too...
This night is so cold... Not only the night, but all day was cold... good for sleep and dream...
Listening for good song like the songs form the Bridget Jones soundtrack. They are lovely... Tonight I wish I could watch a romantic movie (Bridget Jones diary) with someone beside me (embraced)... A lovely guy for example! And with popcorn and orange juice (not soft drink)... With blankets... Ohh... when this time will come? "All by myself... don't want to be all by myself anymore... "
This week I had a lot of things... It was a good week... Nothing to worry about.
This next weel I'll have tests... I think I know about them... yeah... I just don't know a lot physics... history... yes.... only this...
My father downloaded Google Earth... It's so interesting!
I'm sleepy already... I think I'm goignt o eat something before going to bed... And I'll see if there's something special in Tv...

"Time to say goodbye"...

Best wishes,
Nightingale

segunda-feira, agosto 07, 2006

MONSTERS!!!



Monsters - The boy least likely to

This town is full of monsters
Holding hands with other monsters
And attempting to be human beings
Shuffling around the shops
And waving at balloons

This town is full of monsters
Sitting on park benches
Eating little packets of sultanas
Licking chocolate off their chubby little fingers

And I don't know why
It is they scare me
But they do
And the thing that really frightens me
Is that all my friends from school

Are turning into monsters
Picking patterns out for curtains
Making friends with all the other monsters
Pushing little baby monsters
Around the shops in prams

This town is full of monsters
Peeping out from under parked cars
In multi-storey car park
Evil little eyes like fairy lights
Blinking in the dark

This town is full of monsters
Making out with other monsters
Picking sweet corn out of their teeth
Dipping pissy little fingers
In the pick 'n' mix

And I don't even know why
It is it scares me
But it does
And the thing that really frightens me
Is that the people I used to love

Are turning into monsters
Getting married having babies
Telling me how great their life is
And how happy I would be if I could
Just be more like them


Good night!

Today in the afternoon I studied! Math, geography... And later I'll study more. My sister is reading now... My father prohibited her to watch TV and use the computer for a week! So I told her to read, and now she's reading... It's a good thing... I think she will end the book tonight! ;)
Today me and the girls made a suprise party to Natalia (our friend), it was very funny! My chocolate cake was delicious! Everybody loved!
I liked this song a lot! I really like this part: "And the thing that really frightens me...Is that all my friends from school..." Cool han? Exacly what I feel in MY school!
Happy for my friend and cousin!!! Secret... "'Cause everyone got secrets..."
Today I'll watch LOST...Is so goooooooodd!
Listening to The Zutons after The boy least likely to... Two good brittish bands...
I think that's all for today!

Good night and best wishes,
Nightingale...

P.S. Tomorrow italian!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yeah!!!!!!!!!!! Finally!!!!!!!!!!!!

domingo, agosto 06, 2006

Tired...



Wish I Had An Angel - Nightwish

I wish I had an angel
For one moment of love
I wish I had your angel
Your Virgin Mary undone
I'm in love with my lust
Burning angel wings to dust
I wish I had your angel tonight

Deep into a dying day
I took a step outside an innocent heart
Prepare to hate me fall when I may
This night will hurt you like never before
Old loves they die hard
Old lies they die harder

I wish...

I'm going down so frail 'n cruel
Drunken disguise changes all the rules
Old loves...

I Wish...

Greatest thrill
Not to kill
But to have the prize of the night
Hypocrite
Wannabe friend
13th disciple who betrayed me for nothing!

Last dance, first kiss
Your touch my bliss
Beauty always comes with dark thoughts

I wish...


Good morning...for me in this right moment bad morining...

Here at home, the atmosphere is terrible! I'm feeling very bored. I just wanted to go away... Far away from here... To the end of the rainbow... Perkele! Tomorrow class... And I was going to cook Natalia's cake... I don't know if I'm not going to do this anymore... Unfortunately... I'm going to have launch outside today... I really didn't wanted to go... But my father's friend (other) came to Maceió, and we are going with them. This week was terrible... I just wanted to stay home... I hope my friend come here today, 'cause I really wanted to talk to her...

Bored... This sunday has everything to be boring... I hope a light come to shine my path... I really need some...

Have to go...

Best wishes,
Nightingale

sábado, agosto 05, 2006

The siren calls me....



The Siren - Nightwish (Tuomas Holopainen and Emppu Vuorinen)

A lady with a violin playing to the seals
Hearken to the sound of calling

Who tied my hands to the wheel?
The zodiac turns over me(Come to me)
Somewhere there my fate revealed
I hear but how will I see

I tied myself to the wheel
The winds talk to my sails, not me(Come to me)
Somewhere there my fate revealed
I hear but how will I see

Good night!

This week was terrible... I believe it was one of the worst week in my life! Terrible! In the beginning of it, I was feeling very alone... I even cried... After, problems at home...Today (saturday) class at school... Two portuguese classes... oh... come on... We were going to watch a movie, but we didn't. I hope this next week be better...
This evening a had dinner at my aunt's house...Was cool... yeah... It seems that tomorrow I'm going out with my parents to have launch... I'm not very good to go out but...
Listening to Nightwish End of an era... Tarja singing Sleeping Sun... I'm almost crying... This song is beautiful... I wish I could know who is going to be the next NW singer... This night I saw the new Tarja's website... Is great! Congratiolations Tarja!
Tomorrow is Natalia's birthday! I think me and the girls are going to make something to her...
I decided to put this song, because it shows something about the sea, and I wish I could be in front of the expansive ocean right now...
Tomorrow I'll study a little bit too...My tests are coming...(unfortunately)... I'm writing a song... which is really lovely... A really lovely song... To purple chess of course... But I don't know... It's not going to be fast, you know? Will be like Keane...
I think that's all I had to say.

That's all for today folks, now I'm going to bed... sleep...

Best wishes,
Nightingale
P.S. Today I listened to my friends band: Titannium... so cute... The next one will be Purple Chess!!! Maybe, me,the girls and the boy, we are going to try the band next week, after my tests... Yeah!

terça-feira, agosto 01, 2006

Candies...



H2omem
Clã
Composição: Indisponível

A gota caiu na poça
A poça caiu na lagoa
A lagoa caiu no mare aqui se fez a pessoa

A pessoa caiu na outra
A outra caiu na outra
A gota caiu na gota
e o mar se fez da garoa

H2Omem pra dentro da boca da boca da boca do rio
correndo, escorrendo pra dentro do copo vazio
e do copo cheio, transbordando, enbolando o navio
chovendo, jorrando, enchurrando, enchendo o cantil

H2Omem pra beber e tomar banho
H2Omem pra nadar e fazer sopa
H2Omem pra molhar a plantação

A gota caiu na poça
A poça caiu na lagoa
A lagoa caiu no mare aqui se fez a pessoa
...caiu na outra
a outra caiu na outra
a gota caiu na gota e o mar se fez da garoa

contra a cabeça apera
contra a cabeça a ferro
contra a certeza inquestionável

H2omem pra lavar a roupa suja
H2omem pra furar a pedra dura
H2omem pra chover sobre o sertão

H2omem pra beber e tomar banho
H2Omem pra nadar e fazer sopa
H2Omem pra lavar a roupa suja
H2Omem pra furar a pedra dura
H2omem...



Good night!

Today I studied! Yes! Studied history, physics... Good! Chemistry I'll study later... Today the class was really boring... come on... Chemistry class with Inez is too boring! And today the radio was a problem because of those stupid girls whose... Ruhrn... Forget it!
Talking to Janne about candies... Hahahahaha... really funny... That's why I put this photo. Mommy brought this beautiful lollipop this morning..Isn't beautiful? It seems like those from Charlie and the chocolate factory, han?
This week my italian course starts... HAPPY!!! But the 'cerimony' to get the diploma will be at 18:30, and my class finishes at 18:00.... So I don't know what I am going to do...

I'm writing song for our band...(Me, Igor, Natasha and Natalia). The song is great! Really funny! Maybe some other time I can show everybody here...

I listened today to Keane... I loved! Their new album is great!

Tonight one of my favorites movies is going to pass! Sleepy Hollow!!!! Ahhhhh!!!! Tim Burton, Johnny Depp and Danny Elfman!!!

Kisses from Sleepy Hollow,

Nightingale :[