Death....

The death comes and goes
It will eat you now slow
You will suffer, suffer, suffer a lot
And go to hell where is really hot.

The years will pass
And I won't miss
Your fucking and stupid jokes at me.

I will celebrate your death with joy
Killing, killing now your dog.

Your mother and father will cry,
And I of laughing will die...

This is a little poem that I wrote today. I am really mad about that people from my school, so I wrote this poem for them... Isn't it cute? Is like Tim Burton's movies, that's why I liked... I think I am going to show it tomorrow in my Project day: "A poem like Tim...".... hum... It's been a horrible time for me... I am completely lost... Sad? I don't know... Actually I don't know exacly what I feel. I really wanted to kill everybody of my classroom... I wish they could disappear.... FOREVER!!!! You may think I am crazy... But is the truth.... I am going to buy my sword, so I can kill all of them... = [:::::::

Kisses, Nightingale

Feeling lonely and content...

Lagoon

Imagine a perfect beach
Without a mermaid
Imagine a perfect hideaway
Without a time

Ocean Soul

Imagine a perfect Eden
Without a friend without a serpent

Ocean Soul
Lonely Soul

"Feeling lonely and content at the same time,I believe,is a rare kind of happiness"

Ocean Soul
Lonely Soul

No words... Only the song...

You're slaying a dreamer!

Slaying The Dreamer (Nightwish - Tuomas Holopainen)

I'm a priest for the poorest sacrifice

I'm but a raft in a sea of sorrow and greed

You bathed in my wine

Drank from my cup, mocked my rhyme

Your slit tongues licked my aching wounds

Put a stake through my heart!

And drag me into sunlight

So awake for your greed

As you're slaying the dreamer

Swansong for the Wish of Night

God it hurts, give a name to the pain

Our primrose path to hell is growing weed

Blame me, it's me

Coward, a good-for-nothing scapegoat

Dumb kid, living a dream

Romantic only on paper

Tell me why you took all that was mine!

Stay as you lay - don't lead me astray!

Wake up, mow the weed

You'd be nothing without me

Take my life if you have the heart to die

You bastards tainted my tool

Raped my words, played me a fool

Gather your precious glitter and leave me be

The Great Ones are all dead

And I'm tired, too

I truly hate you all!

I think this song explains everything that I am feeling at the moment... I know that maybe it was not your fault, but.... I just don't know what to do... My school is a @*&¨%$#¨ thing! People thare are so stupid! Angry came to my heart now... I want to... =/....

Please, my guardians protect me from my own revenge... Gods bless my heart... please...

Truly yours, Nightingale

I'm shy... Can't you see?

Shy

[Tony Kakko] - Sonata Arctica

I can see how you are beautiful, can you feel my eyes on you,

I'm shy and turn my head away

Working late in diner Citylite,

I see that you get home alright

Make sure that you can't see me, hoping you will see me

Sometimes I'm Wondering why you look me and you blink your eye

You can't be acting like my Dana

I see you in Citylite diner serving all those meals and then

I see reflection of me in your eye, oh please

Talk to me, show some pity

You touch me in many, many ways

But I'm shy can't you see

Obsessed by you, your looks, well, anyway "I would any day die for you",

I write on paper and erased away

Still I sit in diner Citylite, drinking coffee and reading lies

Turn my head and I can see you, could that really be you

Sometimes I'm wondering why you look me and you blink your eye

You can't be acting like my Dana?

I see your beautifull smile and I would like to run away from

Reflections of me in your eyes, oh please

Talk to me, show some pity

You touch me in many, many ways

But I'm shy can't you see

I see, can't have you,

can't leave you there 'cos I must sometimes see you

But I don't understand how you can keep me in chains

And every waken hour, I feel your taking power

From me and I can't leave

Repeating the scener over again

Sometimes I'm wondering why you look me and you blink your eye

You can't be acting like my Dana?

I see your beautifull smile and I would like to run away from

Reflections of me in your eyes, oh please

Talk to me, show some pity

You touch me in many, many ways

But I'm shy can't you

But I'm shy can't you

But I'm shy can't you see...

Hello guys,

Yeah, I'm shy.... Am I? Tata is here... hehehehehe... Her puppy is so cute... Next week I am going to watch The Da Vinci code and X-Man III... I am going to start my meditation this week. Not only me, but my father too! I really don't know what to write here! Well, my english course is ending already... UAU! Time really flyed! I am crazy to start my singing classes again. Next class, I am going to show Tim Burton's life in my project day. I just love him, and his movies touchs me deeply, so I decided to speak about him. Edward scissorhands, Charlie and the chocolate factory, Sleepy Hollow, The corpse bride...

Truly yours,

Nightingale Poe... Why?

"Only innocence can save the world"... Tuomas Holopainen

Enya – May it be

May it be an evening star

Shines down upon you

May it be when darkness falls

Your heart will be true

You walk a lonely road

Oh!How far are you are from home

Mornie utlie (darkness has come)

Believe and you will find your way

Mornie alantie (darkness has fallen)

A promise lives within you now

May it be the shadows call

Will fly away

May it be your journey on

To light the day

When the night is overcome

You may rise to find the sun

Mornie utlie (darkness has come)

Believe and you will find your way

Mornie alantie (darkness has fallen)

A promise lives within you

A promise lives within you now

I really didn't know what to post so I putted Enya's song, because in the right moment I am listening to The Lord of the Rings soundtrack, so... This week is a little bit complicated... I just wanted to leave this place for a moment. Leave everybody, every corner of those streets... I am lost... I don't know who lives with me... What they do... I hope the wind can guide somewhere...

Is a storm coming? The forest is so quietly... the trees leaves already felt... The elfs are singing deep songs... The winter is on our doors... The guardians are protecting us from the heavy rain... And the Gods are blessing us...

Namarie,

Nightingale...

My sadness in the night...

My sadness in the night ........ Tarja Turunen

In the night,
I feel the cold of my loneliness
Cold that embraces my heart
Draining my strength to fight
Only to breathe this suffering

Tell me why,
Why must I bear this cross
So heavy for my soul
Please hold me in your love

I am the keeper of his heart
I was sent to take care of his sweetness
Never I'll forget his love
Never I'll forget the light
That shone in his eyes

Let me fly
Let me be free
To stay with him beyond this life
Run across the sky
Let me see the sun again

Let me die
Give me the light
I'm waiting for death to knock on my door
To release my pain
My sadness in the night (x2)
Forevermore.

Every day
I dream of sunlight in my dark room
I want to find a reason why
Justify my reason to stay alive
Within this pain

Tell me why,
Why must I bear this cross
So heavy for my soul
Please hold me in your love

Let me die
Give me the light
I'm waiting for death to knock on my door
To release my pain
My sadness in the night(x3)

Hello!

This song is beautiful... And with Tarja singing... Dear Lord! Tarja singing alone is good too. Tomorrow my classes will come back (after the tests)... I am tired of that people... I hope I can be patience tomorrow...
My father bought me a book today: "Wuthering Heights" from Emily Brontë. A classical book from the english literature. J.K.Rowling said that is a important book to readers...I am crazy to read!
Finland won the Eurovision! Lordi won!!!! YEAH! =)

Truly yours,
Nightingale.

Não sabes que te amo?... Don't you know that I love you...

Pousa a mão na minha testa - Manuel Bandeira

Não Te doas o meu silêncio:
Estou cansado de todas as palavras.
Não sabes que te amo?
Pousa a mão em minha testa:
Captarás numa palpitação inefável
O sentido da única palavra essencial
- Amor.

This poem is really beautiful. I saw in my portuguese book. There is other one...

Banho – Maria - Roseana Murray

Amor não deve ser mantido
Em banho-maria
Pois seus poderes
De luz e encantamento
Se esvaem neste lento cozinhar
Amor pede fogo alto
Grossas chamas
Sol intenso
E muita pimenta
Amor pede tempero forte
Pede tudo em exagero
Mel de se lambuzar

Who doesn't know portuguese, I am sorry. These poems are really lovely... I really liked them... Very cute. A relief come now into my soul. My tests are over! Thank God! But an angry came up to my heart. That foolish people.... I hate all of them! I want the death for them. I know I shouldn't think this way, but... My heart can't forget... Fortunately, love make me forget those ones... The love flames can make me forget a little... Me and my friend will go watch The Da Vinci code... I couldn't go yesterday.... And is too expansive to. That's all.

Truly yours,
Nightingale

P.S. This photo is beautiful... Is a french couple. A photographer saw this moment and took this photo... Is lovely...

Have sweet dreams my little child...

Sweet dreams little child

Have sweet dreams little child.
Angels will bless each note of the lullaby.
Fairies will sing during the path to Lórien.
The love between an elf and a witch,
Will bring the blessed child to this land.

The rain falls outside.
Lay your head down in the magic pillow.
In your warm bed,
Love will heat the cold of the winter.

The stars will iluminate your dreams,
The moon will bless your way,
Your way to a far away song...

The night flowers will open to your fly into the dark sky of the evening.
The nightingale will sing the delighted melody.
The mermaid who brought you,
Will play the harps.
And the fairies will dance above you sleeping head.

Your day will come in a different sky.
The sun will be there glowing,
But the God’s tears will be falling too,
Ready to wash the past of the Earth.

Bruna Jatobá


I wrote this poem today, thinking about the rain and a child... The Gods are crying in this land... They are very angry with all man... Their pride and greed are killing everybody! And who suffer with this? The children! But the child will be born again... The siren will carry him to the Earth. A child dream will clean the dark sky above our heads... I can't feel it coming... I have hope... It's not the end of it...

Truly yours,
Nightingale. "A lost romance..."

Nadja....

Ashita no Nadja

Kesera-Sera
by N/A

Rondon donyori haretara bari
Karumen menyori paeriya suki
Supe-de no jiyoou kima kureyasan
Kitto

Nayan datte muda yo ke sera-sera
Sera sera

Ashita nante itsumo naru youni
Naru naru

Sekai kaeru tobi konku-ru
Yuushou shitayo amagaeru

Koneko-chan no ashi no urawa
Otentou-sama no nioi dane

Rondon donyori haretara bari
Karumen menyori paeriya suki
Michikusa shite iru haijiyanaine
Kitto
Kitto


This song is from "Ashita no nadja", a japonese cartoon. Is very cute!!! I love it... It pass on cartoon network on Saturdays at 13:30. Don't miss it! The Da Vinci code is coming.... I am crazy to see it!!! I am going on Friday with my friends. I'll have tests this week.... PERKELE!!! I really didn't want to have...

Namarie....

Nightingale

My fall will be for you...

Ghost Love Score - Nightwish/Tuomas Holopainen

We used to swim the same moonlight waters
Oceans away from the wakeful day

- My fall will be for you -
My fall will be for you
My love will be in you
If you be the one to cut me
I will bleed forever

Scent of the sea
before the waking of the world
Brings me to thee
Into the blue memory

- My fall will be for you -
My fall will be for you
My love will be in you
If you be the one to cut me
I will bleed forever

Into the blue memory
A siren from the deep came to me
Sang my name my longing
Still I write my songs
about that dream of mine
Worth everything I may ever be

The Child will be born again
That siren carried him to me
First of them true loves
Singing on the shoulders of an angel
Without care for love 'n loss

Bring me home or leave me be
My love in the dark heart of the night
I have lost the path before me
The one behind will lead me

Take me
Cure me
Kill me
Bring me home
Every way
Every day
Just another loop in the hangman's noose

Take me,
cure me,
kill me,
bring me home
Every way,
every dayI keep on watching us sleep

Relive the old sin of Adam and Eve
Of you and me
Forgive the adoring beast

Redeem me into childhood
Show me myself without the shell
Like the advent of May
I`ll be there when you say
Time to never hold our love

- My fall will be for you -
My fall will be for you
My love will be in you
You were the one to cut me
So I'll bleed forever

Hello,

This song is perfect. Is the most perfect song in the whole world!!! Tuomas Holopainen is my master, my God... This song touchs my heart since the first time I listen to it... Tomorrow will be the first meeting with the people of the fairy tales tellers... I am so happy! I hope this project, this dream can be realized in peace and calm. Finally, Nightwish DVD will come to Brazil!!! We, brazilian fans won't have to buy it in the internet and in Euros (thank God! Would be very expensive!). The da vinci code is very interesting! Is really exciting. I need to go. I will read it!!!

Truly yours,
Nightingale.

Memories...

Memories - Within Temptation

In this world you tried
not leaving me alone behind.
There’s no other way.
I prayed to the gods let him stay.
The memories ease the pain inside,
now I know why.

Chorus:
All of my memories keep you near.
In silent moments imagine you here.
All of my memories keep you near.
Your silent whispers, silent tears.

Made me promise I’d try
to find my way back in this life.
I hope there is a way
to give me a sign you’re ok.
Reminds me again it’s worth it all
so I can go on.

Chorus:
All of my memories keep you near.
In silent moments imagine you here.
All of my memories keep you near.
Your silent whispers, silent tears.

Together in all these memories
I see your smile.
All the memories I hold dear.
Darling, you know I will love you
until the end of time.

Chorus:
All of my memories keep you near.
In silent moments imagine you here.
All of my memories keep you near.
Your silent whispers, silent tears.

All of my memories....


Hello, after a long time, here I am. This song touchs me deeply, and I don't know why. I feel something for somebody, but I don't know who is he... I'm afraid, but I don't know why too. Maybe this phrases are a little bit lost... But that's what I feel. I feel lonely, lonely in the rain... looking for the love of my life, hidden in the deep of my heart. I am reading the da vinci's code. I want to read it before watch the movie. Is better.... That's all I had to say probably...

Truly yours,
Nightingale